Life is wasted on the living.
Have you ever noticed this? That
the Living spend their days going from one extreme entanglement to another,
non-stop, day in day out. Without fail, the living move from circumstance
to circumstance almost completely oblivious to the history that lies
around them at every turn. Completely insensate to the complexities
of the depth of then that exists in the now; blind to
the possibilities that have occurred before, and will occur again, even
in the right now as far as it can be measured.
I've said it before and I'll say it
again, probably without much in the way of provocation or preamble.
The Living just don't know how good they have it. One day on top
of the world, then the next at the bottom of the heap, eviscerated by
an odd happenstance that they allow to defeat them. All of this
energy, if it could be harnessed, could probably propel the human species
to the stars and beyond; and yet, it goes wasted, spent upon the ground
of the wanton woe and dischord.
Look around, smell the worms crawling
through the ground, see the butterflies dangling by their short and
curlies, feel the electricity of atomic tensions extended to the capacity
of their tautness, taste the virtual reality that exists right beneath
your fingertips. There is Life spinning through its journey throughout
the exigencies of time, both back and forward. There is no time
like the then, that is now.
Technically speaking, I believe that
the Living lack the ability to plus themselves or to minus themselves
from the situations that arise. They allow events to happen
to them, they allow the things that permeate their lives to control
their wants and needs, their directions in their journey. Each
day is one that comes, and then passes, with only the fluids that they
find in their glasses, either full or empty, in whole or in part as
defined by the way in which they look upon that moment.
Each moment is a string, one that is
connected to every other. Each choice is the sweat that beads
off of each string, each node, each busy little beaver of possibility
that could blossom or be killed by that moment. It's a sequence
of possibilities that could be bear witness to the ascension to greatness;
or a catastrophic collision of disharmony that wipes clean the thought
patterns of chaos and order that comprise the sum of a being.
Wrapped within the fullness of each
being that resides upon this mud ball, there is a spark of positive
energy and a hole that creates negative energy. Balance, is a
game, a tricky one; one which needs to be both watched carefully and
nurtured with ardent desire. One can either protect that spark
of creative energy, exercise it, expand it, welcome it to other sparks
of productive energy; or one can let itself be extinguished, feeding
the never ending, never satisfied black hole of negative energy that
exists within all.
It's a choice.
It's all, just a choice, one that,
with sufficient review and gut level response, should be pretty straightforward
and clear. If you apply yourself to enterprises that produce positive
results, then you will be rewarded. It may be as simple as a "Thank
you" or a smile, but is that not enough? Is more than that
required? How odd.
There is only so much time and so much
of it has already been wasted. I sit here in my high castle and
gaze down upon the Living and their works, and I shake my head.
I have faith that the potential for greatness lies within the hearts
of each individual, and yet fear that the darkness of fear and loathing
will win out in the end.
I expend my energies, both here and
else wise, in the hopes that by doing so, I can show a better path.
One in which Life is not wasted. I have begun, by crafting a plan;
a devious one. In one view, it will be seen as the culmination
of all things positive, something desirable by many, if not by all;
in another, it will be the end of all Life, and the overwhelming domination
of the damned upon the Earth.
Many will not understand the intricacies
of this plan and, truth be told, that is not a requirement. This
plan, for those of you who care, is encompassing. There will be
change descending upon the Living. Some of it will be desirable,
some of it not so much. The survival of the Living depends wholly
upon whether or not they can pay attention and pull their socks up to
meet the challenge. Life, will not go quietly into the Dark.
And why would anyone, especially and including myself, want that to
be the case? An easy game, is not one that has value or merit.
I've made mention in the past, of the
Empire that I seek to build. I've commented upon the things that
comprise the Living's chances upon the tournament that is coming about
via the Apocalypse. I've even hinted at strategies that might
assist a good many of the Living to pull through that hellstream of
woe. I do not do this lightly; I do not do this with any degree
of rancor.
I truly want the Living to find a means
to survive the coming storm; however, I have doubts as to the strengths
of their convictions. I would like to believe that at some indefinable
moment, the catastrophic collision of circumstances and events will
combine in some explosive manner to gestalt a stable and sustainable
manner of social beast that might just create the future.